I am sitting here listening to the music flowing into my ears and facing truths today.
I am thinking about, all of the lessons I have faced in 2020. I am trying to accept, all the healing that has occurred, in my heart, mind and soul. I still need so much work, but who does not? I preach that everything in life needs practice. At the same time, I am never following this path for my ownself.
I am always questioning and overthinking. Instead, I should be thankful for the experiences that have shaped me into the woman I have become. With all of the sadness and unhappiness I have spent years living in. I have come to realize I have been poisoning, my own mindset with negativity. I have lived in a darkness only I can explain because it is my darkness and mine alone. As your darkness would be yours.
It is a space of loneliness, only created within the mind and not through reality. Time is fluid. In theory, there is never a time that is too late. For you, it could be only the beginning of self-discovery. The true meaning of life.
” You can’t rush your healing.”
For me, I am now realizing I am spending the time, healing a soul I have spent years neglecting. She is awakened.