Identifying, as The Bee Keeper, is new. It is a representation of a place, I have known has always been within. The Bee Keeper is a name for my soul. Until recently, I used the darker times, as just a descriptive adjective to define who I am. An adverb, controlled my ego. The Bee Keeper, is the antidote to the sting on my journey to find peace within.
YOU GAIN STRENGTH, COURAGE, AND CONFIDENCE BY EVERY EXPERIENCE IN WHICH YOU REALLY STOP TO LOOK FEAR IN THE FACE. YOU ARE ABLE TO SAY TO YOURSELF, ‘I LIVED THROUGH THIS HORROR. I CAN TAKE THE NEXT THING THAT COMES ALONG.’ YOU MUST DO THE THING YOU THINK YOU CANNOT DO.
My Spiritual Awakening and the beginning of The Bee Keeper
I am aware this is my spiritual awakening. Furthermore, this is an end to a necessary means of ending the cycles that have made me play the victim role, most of my life. Meaning, I had to once again lose my “idea,” on my purpose of living and breathing. If you are familiar with Tarot Cards, it would be my tower moment or the death card.
The Bee Keeper stems from a story, I later reference in one of my blog posts. The bee, the bee keeper, all of it, is a metaphorical idea of my inner peace, as I best know to describe from my own experiences. It is my own personal Ohm. My “Mmm” of life. The music, beauty and love. The art, compassion and humanity, of our universe all compiled into a realization that it really is that easy to be happy. It is about making a choice. You know the one your gut is begging you to choose. Here is my experience, a managed chaos exposed for you all to see.
I appreciate you for taking your own time to try to makes sense of, the rollercoaster of my journey. Please feel free to follow me on social media and leave comments. I know I am not the only one stuck in a cycle.