3am, the Lyrics of My Thoughts and the Lightning Crashes

I write about being calm, but I am sleeping less and less every day. I’m starting to fall back into old patterns. I’m starting to lose my motivation. I’ve been patient. More so than I would like to admit. I’ve just been waiting around not even able to help myself further. TYPICAL. I have soContinue reading “3am, the Lyrics of My Thoughts and the Lightning Crashes”

Imagine….Living In Our Chaos

Since I’ve started writing this blog I have mostly talked about my natural disaster of thoughts that lead to my own inner chaos. Now I sitting wondering for those who don’t experience this chaos, as a norm, how you must be doing? Are these the individuals the ones buying in bulk and not realizing theContinue reading “Imagine….Living In Our Chaos”

The M***er F****ng Retrograde for a Cancer

3-12-2020- Apparently, I no longer have a need to sleep. Maybe it’s the Bipolar talking. Maybe, I’m in a manic state. You are the ones trying to guess my diagnosis! It could be the sweet sativa Lavender Jones. I mean I’ve been meditating frequently, as well. So much to assist with me trying to findContinue reading “The M***er F****ng Retrograde for a Cancer”

Apparently This Day is Nuts

I’m on a THC induced high in compilation with a dream high. An answer high. As I said, I’m all emotions. It won’t be like that soon. I will have to start making moves. It’s all for a purpose. Funny things happen when you nourish your EndoCannabinoid system with a plant. When you allow yourselfContinue reading “Apparently This Day is Nuts”

I Haven’t Been Following My Own Rules

2-6-2020 I am going to premise this writing that I have no idea where I was this day, but it looks like it will be a wild ride for us. I’ve been frustrated because I have not attempted to meditate because I had the same type of feelings due to an occurance I have hadContinue reading “I Haven’t Been Following My Own Rules”