Time To Recognize the Hype

The amount of lessons coming at me all at once have been overwhelming. They have been tests. Prior, I would call them the chaos or the inner workings of my own mind. Now, they are just lessons. I also normally would have test anxiety on paper, so why would lessons or tests be any differentContinue reading “Time To Recognize the Hype”

A Beautiful Calm

There is a beautiful calm to herShe radiates the sunlight comparable to the reflection of her favorite flowerA scary and intense beautiful calmthis girl isMy heart never able to steady just because of her smileThis girl is dangerousbut she is such a beautiful calmShe is beautifulShe is thoughtfulShe is herAnd she is my beautiful calm

Mental Health Is Good Too

I once again find myself taking a walk with the lyrics to a song that is driving the movement in my legs. The destination, being nature, that brings a calm to my soul. I sit near the lake’s edge and the tip of the pen, on the paper writing the words my heart and mind.Continue reading “Mental Health Is Good Too”

Balancing the Scales

The block that I have had for months has been released. I am able to meditate again. I am calm. Life is good. The chaotic mess I call my thoughts has subsided. The paranoia now non-existent. I live for balance. An equality, in the real world, that is almost impossible. I say that because evenContinue reading “Balancing the Scales”

Alone

Recently, I have been shown why people struggle with being alone. Present situation, aside. This has nothing to do with quarantine, but more witnessing the suffering from those close to me, acquaintances, strangers, and those around the world. Just like reed, read, read and red, the word lonely with no altered spelling takes on andContinue reading “Alone”