Why the Beekeeper???

Meditation Day #1 I want to set the expectation that I have been previously meditating, but I wasn’t holding myself accountable. I have news for myself because I’m sure we’ll go through this again. I hope not, but we will see. I do (2) different meditations, if not more a day. It depends how I’mContinue reading “Why the Beekeeper???”

Undone For the World To See

You’re sitting here presenting your best self emotionally. You portray yourself to the world that you are good. I mean you are. You live your life, in this seclusion. you don’t present yourself out of fear of rejection from every individual you encounter. It makes your insecurities amplified when they need to be muted. That’sContinue reading “Undone For the World To See”

To the Class of ’99 and Us We’ll Call Generation X

I’m sitting here researching the best songs, best movie winners and news stories of every year of my life. Why am I doing this? One, this snow storm we are experiencing has got me angrier than self isolation I have already been going through. Mostly, like many, we are all handling this massive change differently.Continue reading “To the Class of ’99 and Us We’ll Call Generation X”

3am, the Lyrics of My Thoughts and the Lightning Crashes

I write about being calm, but I am sleeping less and less every day. I’m starting to fall back into old patterns. I’m starting to lose my motivation. I’ve been patient. More so than I would like to admit. I’ve just been waiting around not even able to help myself further. TYPICAL. I have soContinue reading “3am, the Lyrics of My Thoughts and the Lightning Crashes”

Imagine….Living In Our Chaos

Since I’ve started writing this blog I have mostly talked about my natural disaster of thoughts that lead to my own inner chaos. Now I sitting wondering for those who don’t experience this chaos, as a norm, how you must be doing? Are these the individuals the ones buying in bulk and not realizing theContinue reading “Imagine….Living In Our Chaos”

The snozzberries taste like snozzberries..

I’m sitting here with the smoke rolling having a surreal moment. I’m writing you today, in a moment of highest vulnerability. The snozzberries taste like snozzberries pretty much sums up a state of mind. A state of mind, that I felt I lived most my of life. I don’t know if I’m up, down, left,Continue reading “The snozzberries taste like snozzberries..”